The Old Me

the old me was crazy and nothing to see
the old me was lost and never could breath

the old me was violent and ready to roar
the old me was wild and always at war

the old me traveled to loose sight of shore
the old me was a gypsy and always wanted more

the old me pushed away any love that came near
the old me was thoughtless and had no fear

the old me numbed any and all emotions
the old me would never give any devotions

the old me sought good in the pain through her eyes
the old me locked herself away and there she would hide

the old me was lost beyond words could explain
the old me was gone the day my baby came

the new me was found and through strength she would live
the new me was bright because of this gift

the new me felt love she never knew she could feel
the new me was thriving and ready to heal

the new me found happiness at the end of the path
the new me can only thank her son, for finding that, at last.


Thank you Benjamin Anthony, for giving me happiness. For giving me light, direction, confidence, joy and emotions I had never felt before. Thank you for changing my life. Thank you for being the brightest star that has ever crossed my path. Thank you for aligning my constellations, and being the best blessing I could ever have asked for. Thank you for unknowingly pulling me out of the darkest days I have ever lived through, thank you for giving me the smile I never knew I could have. Thank you for giving me butterflies every time I see your face, and thank you for loving me unconditionally, Benjamin. I truly and honestly have no idea where I would be without you by my side. You are light in my eyes, the sun in my darkness and the only thing I will ever need to be the happiest I have and will ever be. I love you son.